Kinda fucked up with this dude I’ve been chilling out with. Let my real emotions slip out.

 

I just wanna talk to him and make an excuse for my actions. That he’ll hopefully believe. 

Also I hate how he can read me so well. I swear it wouldn’t be easier if I wasn’t so tired and intoxicated that night.

I even did all these fake laughs just to seem like I was alright. Shit sucked.

I wanted to walk home and cry all the way there. Just cause I feel so fucked up about shit.

Like it’s all fucked. I hope it turns out for the best cause part of me thinks he don’t even wanna chill with me again.

[side note; to make this seem less serious, i put in a bunch of gifs/ pics]

B/c really I just fucking hate this situation I’m in. It’s the worst.

Though I think this gif incapulates everything.